04 - loveme. [21 Nov 2007|10:43am] TIME  FORRRRRR. a new livejournal. if you want it, ask. i'm not giving it out.

01 - loveme. [18 Nov 2007|03:50pm] everyone is in a Thanksgiving frenzy. we went to walmart and you can not walk more than three feet in that place without stopping because someone (generally trashy people) or something (turkey cupcakes) is in your way. i really never realised how many scary looking people shop at walmart. many. and i felt really bad thinking about that. but really. why would you want to reproduce with that person? why would you want to cart around offspring with that person? i hope they are happy and that's why they do that.  which makes me think. what am i thankful for? my life? don't make me laugh. in other news. nick/fam is coming for a charming american traditional dinner Thursday. others invited (or not) include: aunt ney, ed, ben, ratiba (the not invited), aunt brenda, russelman, courtney (ihope). i really wish derek could make it, but he's spending the day of slaughtering with kerry's family.  i'm going to go make some leaf decorations now, probably. or another smoothie! because we bought a blender. and that is what i am thankful for i think. we have a blender. awesome. peace.

01 - loveme. [17 Nov 2007|05:31pm] i really am getting annoyed with marg and jon. such as when marg told me she would just give me a thousand dollars for christmas so i can buy whatever i want. (oh? because i only remember asking for like two things.) and when i showed her my report card and she was like "do you honestly want to go around showing people this?" i'm really glad that i'm the only one who cares about me and how well i'm doing. i'm sick of not being good enough. for anyone. ever. it's cool. s'mores with mikeall and denny's later will probably make me happy. probably.

01 - loveme. [16 Nov 2007|09:13am] i<3: -"Bobby the sound guy! He's real!" -finding out Bobby the sound guy's name was Paul. -Bobby is real is the golden rule. -"Is this place Haunted?" "Yeah it is!" "It is, right?" -when Conor came out in a rain jacket and played with Nick _____. -when Conor came out with a trucker hat on his head, a beer in one hand and a drumstick in the other to play with the Felice Brothers on one symbol. -Christmas Felice! -Christmas Felice stomping all over the stage and having a bass solo for Bobby only. -Conor being nice. he wasn't even an asshole at alllll. at one point he even told us to sing along. -Conor's knee shakes. -"i don't knowww! Conor hates Toronto!" -being less than 10 feet away from Conor the entire time. -stupid twelve year olds who only sung along to Lover I Don't Have To Love.  -ajkdfdjhgklusugrkf! i can't even think of anything else right now. AMAZING. AMAZZZZINNNNGGGGGG. I pretty much just would be okay if I followed Conor around on tour forever. :]]]]]]

loveme. [14 Nov 2007|11:03pm] It's amazing how I can go from being so incredibly happy about everything to feeling like I can't ever be happy again. I want out. Bright Eyes tomorrow and I can't even be happy about that.

loveme. [11 Nov 2007|11:11am] make a wish.

loveme. [08 Nov 2007|10:00pm] sushi and hot chocolate did not make me feel better as i expected.  oddly enough, Sufjan Stevens Christmas music is. i only went to homeroom this morning. and i don't think i could have sat through my classes anyway. i'm glad i went to Domenico's with Josh and Lena. they are the nicest people ever. i really do admire how they speak their minds and how openly they talk about their feelings.  then i proceeded to go to the mall and buy alot of stuff i don't need. i really don't think i can talk to you. because that means i'll have to face the fact that things are never going to be the same ever.  and we'll both move on.  which means i can't be friends with you. i just can't. this isn't what i wanted all along, despite what you may think. for now however, i'll listen to my christmas music. and try not to throw up.

loveme. [03 Nov 2007|10:46am] PS, In Rainbows is really great, but I deffs payed absolutly nothing for it.  Which makes me feel like a bad person.  Maybe I'll buy the CD box and support them. Thom Yorke, I'm sorry. ={  3.46 Nick had alcohol poisoning. Nick's heart stopped twice.  Why do people have to come so close to leaving. It just feels like everyone I know is dying. Which they are.  I wish he would talk to me about it, but he won't.  I am visiting Aunt Brenda on Tuesday. I can't wait to see her, and the house, and penis flowers.  I miss Courtney. Fin.

loveme. [03 Nov 2007|10:05am] I don't like  the fact that you read this. It makes me feel like I have to censor myself, which I will not do. So please, don't. Thanks.

loveme. [03 Nov 2007|12:16am] Pretty much  everything in life is grand. -I finished my book=] -I chilled with Fry/Morcambe today and we watched Transamerica. I'm a Peyote Shamen and Lord of the Rings is gay. -James and I went to Doyle and I got this rad Coca-Cola sign and some boxes. -work with Vinnie is ever amusing. And I also go to hang with Ben shootin' some hero-imean pool and chatting about life and relationships and new car smell. It's great to know that he wanted to kidnap me from the Marg interrogation to tell me that he was worried about me. and that he IS TAKING ME TO BRIGHT EYES WHICH MAKES HIM MY FAVORITE PERSON EVAHHHHHH.  I smell conract Rummy championships taking place. I even tried to convince him to move back in the old basement which i think the idea could be growing on himmm. =]

03 - loveme. [26 Oct 2007|03:19pm] My stomach hurts so bad. I hate feeling like this. I hate still thinking about all of this. And no one gets it.  No one. Why'd you have to write entries to me exclusively? I just want to forget. Just for a little while. But I can't. I don't want to do this.  TSL was great. Paramore was great. Set Your Goals was lame.  I love standing around with Canadians. and I keep thinking about how much I'm going to miss my main bud Vinnie when he leaves. I wish I could just go to Clinton. But like that"s going to happen.

01 - loveme. [21 Oct 2007|09:48am] You have no idea what I'm thinking ever, and I have to admit, it's pretty funny. don't assume you know. thanks. bye.

04 - loveme. [19 Oct 2007|11:29pm] [ mood | drained ] Please. Don't. Talk. To. Me. I can't handle it.  I really have had the worst day of my life. Everywhere I go I end up sobbing. Mojo'z. Government. Armory Drive. Mojo'z. Home. etc. if there are two people that I never thought I would say that I love alot, it's my Mom and my brother. they've just been really nice to me and I can't even believe it. Marg picked me up from school and we randomly stopped at Doyle Hardware. it's probably the coolest place I've ever been.  and I'm glad I went to work tonight, because alot of my friends were there, and it made me really happy to just forget about everything for a little while. Gabe was great, and driving home in the old jelopy was very exillerating.  :] peace.

03 - loveme. [14 Oct 2007|01:00pm] MORAL: don't EVER broil things in Courtney's oven at midnight when she is not home.

loveme. [12 Oct 2007|03:30pm] I don't even know what to do with myself now that I don't have myspace working=[ In other news, just call me Operator Mambo Number 5. Coinoperator  Number 5. Operator No. 5. Who knows a way that I can develop a Brooklyn Accent fairly quickly?

01 - loveme. [10 Oct 2007|11:07pm] [ mood | :]:] ] I hate feeling like everyone I know doesn't want to be around me.  I love awkward moments (but not really). I love my ceramic fishie. I love listening to Gabe play the guitar to n*sync. BITCH. YOU BETTAH WAIT FOR MY REQUEST. NOW GO TELL THAT NIGGA TO GET ME A CHICKEN SAMMICH AND SOME WAFFLE FRIES.  FO' FREE! okay, I'll stop being obnoxious now. butttttt.  i can't wait to: -work with Linda Sunday -go to le show tomorrow -carve pumpkins with courtneypantsypoo -go gym it up with lupe -watch 28 days (or weeks? idkkk) later again -hang out with Joya. =[ i miss you. ETCETCETC

loveme. [08 Oct 2007|11:09pm] bahhh. who's going to andrea's party and wants to chill with me all nigghhhttt? :[

loveme. [01 Oct 2007|12:41am] I. am such an idiot.

loveme. [30 Sep 2007|10:55pm] GUESS WHAT  GUYYYSSSSSSSS. I am running on only two hours of sleep! ALLLLLRIGHTTTT! i <3: -ordering 40$ worth of Domino's -the pizza delivery man who got bit by some crazy lady -growing oreo mustachios -winning at twistah (THEHOTSPOT) -being loud and not allowing anyone else to sleep -being the number one faghag. -sleeping with my numero uno muchacho (scottiieeeee) for two hours and talking all night long about everything. -courtney throwing the dog at everyone -knocking over vases -Dr Pepper runs -Lena's boobs -THIS BITCHHHH i </3: -crying i love you guyssssss:] and crazy old natalie, who was too ill to make it:[ now i'm bousta to some engleesh homeworrrkkkk. FUNTIMESSSSS. kbye. :]

01 - loveme. [28 Sep 2007|11:19pm] [ mood | tired ] Most of the time, everyone on Livejournal posts these cryptic posts and I just realised that I don't know what anyone is talking about half of the time. Anyway. I love hanging with my new besties Scott & Jacob. I'm all for tanning, coffee, and hydrated faces. :] Ohhhh, I took Senior Pictchas today at Prints Charles and I'm pretty sure they must have come out good since he even used a fan to blow my hai and everything. Anddddddd. I'm pretty much excited about partying with the best tomorrow, because I just want to have fun. Anddddddd. I need someone to work out with. please? BYEEEEEE.    1:52am: I think I need to admit I have a problem. I looked at my checking account information and realised I had 84 more dollars than i thought was in my account, so I immediatly did the obvious.  Bought a new bathing suit. Now I am up one bathing suit and down one summer time:[

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